lessons through shuffle (learning to let go)

sweet trip > mtn goats > tallest man on earth > st vincent > s club 7 > beirut (it all makes sense)

decades

the millennium is almost gone, i think

rose geranium & orange blossom

soak

i really wonder if

everybody has the same set of inside jokes, or if we are special in a bad way

it makes me sad that 'book' isn't pronounced more like 'duke'

because then it would be my name for you

things collected

lots of them today:

people in airports who have roll-y suitcases INFURIATE me because i trip on their bags when i try to pass them because i have horrible flight related anxiety causing me to sit at the gate for two hours in advance just in case the flight gets moved earlier and i miss it and end up stuck wearing my shoes all night

my family knows me really well and hid all the ski goggles because they preemptively knew i would steal them and wear them out, and i did. and i like it because even when they find the mason jar of white wine under my bed it's like YO I'M IN COLLEGE

project ideas: put pictures of puppies and/or my parents in every single 'guess who' slot, give as a gift

i think temporality is crushing me

and lastly, i spoke a few minutes ago with one of my girls from cottonwood, for the first time in a year maybe. i've been afraid to talk to the everyone because i'm worried they will perceive me as a failure, but we are all moving on in our own ways. and it's totally chill. check out.

leafing ohio

i tried to larp and i found out i'm actually really bad it